It was about this time last year when we first met. Learned so much about each other and got so close so fast. Remember when we made it Facebook official and then walked around campus holding hands. Remember when you picked me a yellow daffodil on the way to Grocery Outlet and kissed me in the rain while we were waiting for the light to change. I remember sitting in your room for hours at a time running my fingers through your hair while you slept. I want to go back so bad. To that exact moment in your dorm room and everyone else is at dinner and I’m sitting there watching you sleep. God a lot has changed since then. We’ve both changed since then. We used to spend every spare minute together, now I’m lucky if I get to see you once a month. Usually I just come up with some lame excuse like I need something back or I have something you forgot when really I just want to see you again and if I’m lucky we’ll get to hang out for a few hours. But that’s about it. I have no clue what’s going on in your life anymore. I used to be the first to know and now I’m the last. I keep everyone else at a distance but there’s not a single thing you don’t know about me. I used to know you like that too. What kills me is that I still do, but so does someone else. One of these days I’m gonna have to face it though: we’ll never be little kids again.
